so to speak..

i don't wanna talk to anybody right now, because my talk won't really make sense.

aarrgh..

but still the same, i wanna talk, so this blog saves my day.

i'm starting to get tired of almost everything.

routine as usual

boring, that's how i chose my life to be.. and wow..it's really getting into my nerves already.

not that i don't want this damned life i chose for myself, it's just that,

yah,fine. maybe i don't like it already, or i just got tired of it.

school's as usual, nothing new..ow, there is!! i already have my cap and pin.

new patients on the line, new lives to deal with, as if i am any good at handling mine???

i'm starting to annoy myself for continuing this, because at this point, there's really no turning back.

(sabagay, sino ba may sabing i'm gonna turn back??)

i keep on letting go of the things and people that makes me happy..

my shoes...huhuhu, i hope you're in good hands.

maybe they're right, i don't have enough greed to get what makes me happy.

if they wanna get out of my life, the're free to go,

and as much as i wanted to stop them, i told myself not to..

because i know i don't have anything to make them stay.

i'm not happy neither am i sad...

i'm, uhm..wala lang..

all i want is a simple and tranquil life..is that too much for me to ask??

people tells me, i should be thankful of everything i have, and, I AM(is my sarcasm so obvious??)

i got my family, yup, biologically and technically speaking...

i got my friends as well, they're always there...and i'll always be grateful for that

but still, i feel so alone, i can't seem to connect myself with reality

nkakatawa, nakakaloka..minsan parang ayoko na.

i want to eat, ice cream with brownies and chocolates...

hah..ang babaw ko tlga, i need to fill my mouth with something

or else, im gonna babble some more..

aaaarrrrrggghhh...ice cream please...